
Personal
Essays on the Scholarship of Teaching
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Thomas F.
X. Noble, Corcoran Department of History
Alumni Association Distinguished Professor Award, 1999
Harrison Award for Academic Advising, 1999
I am a medievalist
by training and by inclination. I did not come to medieval studies because
of Chaucer's clerk of Oxenford, but I recognized a kindred spirit when
long ago I heard him say, "Gladly would I learn, and gladly teach." Later
I encountered the same idea in the Epistolae Morales attributed to Seneca:
"I love to learn in order that I might teach; and I get no joy from learning
anything if I alone am to know about it." As long as I can remember I
have had a keen desire to study the Middle Ages, but for an almost equally
long time I have had a passion to teach, to share, to explain what I have
learned.
Teaching
is my vocation, not my job. I cannot remember a time when I did not want
to teach. I have never complained that teaching takes me away from my
research. In the world that I teach and study, men and women were not
ashamed to say they were called to certain ways of life. In our cynical
and secular world such notions seem naive. Nevertheless, I can say with
some assurance that teaching is my calling.
Teaching
is also my profession. By this I do not mean that teaching is how I earn
my living but that teaching lays rigorous ethical demands on me. For example,
in twenty-three years I have never once "winged" a class. I craft my lectures
as carefully as I can and deliver them with all the power and inspiration
I can muster. I take every student seriously; often indeed I take them
more seriously than they take themselves. In small, discussion-oriented
classes I try to create a safe, welcoming environment where students are
encouraged to speak freely, and to criticize me and one another constructively.
Seneca
and the clerk began with learning. So do I. Only through constant study
do I gain the knowledge that permits me to enter the classroom with confidence
that I have something worthwhile to say. Study, viewed as preparation,
is hard and lonely work. The great musician or athlete spends many more
hours practicing than performing and so, I believe, it must be with teachers.
I derive great satisfaction from the fact that I teach in a research university.
This community of scholars places high demands on its members. Those demands
relate to my teaching in this way: I feel a strong obligation to take
my students right to the frontiers of knowledge in my field. I think I
know why Seneca and the clerk liked both to learn and to teach. To them,
and to me, teaching is a way of explaining, of coming to know more deeply,
of achieving understanding. Learning and teaching are each incomplete
without the other.
I
am a historian. What I teach is in small ways wrapped up in details and
in large ways wrapped up in explanations. Imagine five piles of bricks,
five architects, and five completely different brick buildings. Now think
of those bricks as facts, of those architects as historians, and of those
buildings as interpretations. Here is where the teacher goes to work-explaining
explanation, interpreting interpretation. As I teach history I think,
at least I hope, I can help students to think more expansively, more creatively,
more sympathetically. I also hope that I can leave students with notions
and perceptions that will be increasingly valuable to them as they go
through life. I deliberately use concrete examples to teach the difference
between celebrity and distinction, between values and virtues, between
faith and credulity, or between individual self-interest and the common
good.
What
has been learned and understood must also be communicated. I have spent
years polishing my efforts at classroom communication, largely through
the lecture method. An important part of my work as a teacher consists
of helping students to express what they have learned in effective classroom
discussion and in polished prose exposition. I demand a lot of writing
and that writing demands of me a lot of reading and commenting. I do not
resent this because, again, it is one of those professional burdens that
I necessarily, but willingly, assume. It also gives me great pleasure
to see my students improve and to see their confidence grow, not because
of cheerleading on my part but because of discernible achievement.
So
I love to learn and to teach, and I try to instill or to cultivate in
others a desire to learn, and, if not exactly to teach, then at least
to communicate. I try, in the end, to get students to share my simple
belief that a life enriched by the Bible, or Homer, or Augustine, or Dante
is richer than a life absent of these treasures.
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